When I'm Alone (OPEN)

[kalecia]

Kitty had lost herself again missing her mother and father. Things were better thanks to Hiro and all the other slaves but...she still missed home. Home was with her parents or with Esmerelda. But they were all dead and gone. That's what had Kitty so torn up inside. She loved being with her master and the others. They were family now, but she still wished there was someone out there like her. Or at least understood what she was going through. Even Kitty didn't know what was wrong with her. She was sure that Hiro and the others had noticed, maybe, but then again...she kept to herself these days. She didn't want to go anywhere or do anything. She just wanted to sleep and dream about her old life. The one with loving arms and faces she knew.

Her big brown eyes looked around and she found herself standing in the graveyard. Why did her feet lead her here? Out of all the places? Kitty shrugged and began to move through the tombs looking for her mother and father's. They had buried them here when Kitty was five. When they came and took her away from them. Then Esmerelda came and took care of her like a new mother would. She loved the vampiress, but then Stefan had to kill her. Now Kitty was a slave, happy, but a slave. Kitty looked around and her ears twitched. It was so quiet here and she was cold. Hiro and the others had no idea she was even out here. And she would probably get into a lot of trouble if they ever did find out she was here.

Soon she was standing in front of her mother's and father's graves. Tears welled in her eyes and she fell to her knees, half draped over the headstones. How she missed them so much! And how she wished she could find who did this to them so she could get revenge. But Kitty was so tiny and weak, she probably couldn't do much. Tears fell from her big, pretty eyes as she thought of all the happy memories she could. Soon her eyes began to drop and she was closing them. Falling into a deep sleep, Kitty laid at the foot of their gravesites and was off into another world only her mind could take her.

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Hiro:

He had seen his favorite slave leave the house silently. Bert was worried, but had to tent to the pub, he went personally to check on his beloved kitty. He was sniffing around for her distinct scent, she was easy to track down for his nose, but he was confused about something. Why would she come to a graveyard in the night? She knew the dangers of wandering off alone at night. He knew he gave her free movement but, he would thought she would of use common sense. Like staying in the safety of his lycans at the underground or the estate. Then it hit him, she missed her family, the poor girl. His family has long since turn to dust, but her family was still buried. He waited a moment and let her tears fall from her face.

After the moment he walks up quiet to his kitty. He places his hand on her shoulder. "My dear the pain of losing loved ones is always great. I understand the pain." He moved his hand to press on her face softly and slowly rubbing her cheek with his thumb. At the same time cleaning the tears from her face and eyes. "My dear sweet kitty...There is no need to shed any more tears over this.

[kalecia]

As soon as she turned around, she felt him there. Embarrassment and shame from crying made her blush deepen across her cheeks and she tried to wipe away some of the tears. He was probably going to scold her for coming out here and she didn't blame him. She didn't do as she was told and anything could have happened to her. Vampires could have gotten her, another Lycan or two. She was foolish for coming out here alone. She nodded, but was too afraid to speak.

"Yes there is! I lost them all and I'm still here! Why me? I didn't do anything to deserve to live." Guilt was written all over her face as she looked up at Hiro with fresh tears in her eyes. She remembered him telling her about his family the first night he had her. The pain was in his voice even though he didn't like to admit it and she was sorry for thinking she was the only one that had lost something important to them. "I'm sorry, I'm so sorry," she whispered as she wrapped her arms around his waist for a tight hug before letting go. Kitty didn't know what else to say or do. Everything was just...there and she was too tired to try to think about life right now. Not any more. "Hiro?"

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He gives her a soft kiss. "Shhh....It's fine." He held her close, like she was one of his kin. "It's okay calm down. Shh...Everything is going be ok, alright? I'm here for you my kitten, my little kitty." He picks her up and places her onto a tombstone. "I understand your pain you know that. And I will always be around to take care of you ok?" He sighes a bit. "But I still can't have you wandering around like this all the damn time. I know you get curious about things, but I can't have to wander around like this."

He pets her softly and tickled behind her cat-like ears. He found them so adorable, he didn't know why but he did. He smiles a bit at her. Wiping most of her tears away. "Are you feeling better yet my dear?" He said with a soft voice his eyes softening for her.

[kalecia]

Kitty felt his lips against hers and pressed her own back to his softly. She didn't know what came over her, but she let the tears fall out. Mostly because she had worried him and was most likely in deep trouble. She didn't blame him if he did punish her, she was bad for going out this late and of all the places, here. Her feet didn't even touch the ground as he lifted up onto a tombstone and spoke to her softly. "I know, Hiro. I'm sorry, I won't do it again. I swear I won't. I just couldn't sleep and you know..." She looked up at him with big brown eyes, trying to tell him she was sorry. Really, really sorry and meant it.

When he petted her she purred loudly, and when he tickled behind her cat ears, she giggled a little. Why did he like them? Everyone besides her family and Esmerelda said they were horrible and ugly. Hiro never seemed to mind. She nodded a little and grinned. "Yeah, I'm better. Just lonely is all." Kitty sighed and smiled softly to let him know she was feeling better. Kitty then leaned over and licked Hiro under the chin with a soft kiss. "I really am sorry. I'll do whatever to make it up and I promise I'll be good from now on. Swear!" She gave Hiro another soft lick of apology before leaning back on the tombstone sighing and looking at her tiny feet.